21

Dream title: 21
Date: 9.9.08 (My college roomie's bday)
Setting: In a touristy town, very small and non-descript and near a beach.

We begin, my family, on the beach, one that is wooded so maybe it's a lake beach. I run into my childhood best friend and her immediate family (sister, hubby, mother & father). We pass by and say a quick hello. Later we are in a dim resturant. I feel tense and awkward for not spending time with her, but it is not easy to do so because she is with her family and I am with mine. I do pass her in the resturant and she asks for $21 that I apparent;y owe her (not sure why I owe her). i open my wallet and see different bills, none are of a 20, and not enough 5's or 10's. I tell sorry. She says OK, but tension is still felt.
Next scene is of the next day and we are packing up to leave. the resturant is part of a Bed & Breakfast we are staying at. I see my friend's family and I approach them. They tell me my friends is not leaving with them but staying behind. I look in my wallet again and see a $2 and a $1. I run to the Inn Keeper's room, she is getting dressed, then tells me where I can find my friend. I find her and hand her the cash.
The end.

I'm at a lost with this dream, It's like there is no meaning to be found in it at all, LOL!

Reocurring Dream

For a few years, I've had this dream. In the last year it's frequency increased. The setting is always different, but the outcome and emotions are always the same.

Setting: A freinds home, a vacation bed & breakfast, and lastly, my own basement.



I will be in these various setting either with my hubby, or family members, or with my daughter. We tour the location and I will feel that one room is not for me to be in. I get an uneasy feeling that I should not be in that room, that it is haunted and I am ridden with fear just being in the room. In the course of the dream I will be forced to be in this room, and something does happen. Things will move, I will hear noises, but I won't "see" anything. What does happen frightens me awake. Once I'm awake my heart will be pounding and I will be sweating. I usually go back to sleep, peacefully a few minutes later.

The last ocurrance of this dream took place in my own basement. I was with my daughter, when suddenly she is frightned and something sends us fear, I never saw what frightened us so much, I just felt the emotion of fear, and I woke up the same way, heart pounding and sweating.



After that last dream I though for sure that I was being haunted and that I needed to look into it, to stop the fear. I found an energy healer that happened to be an aquantince. I explained these dreams to her and asked if she had any recommendations on how to deal with a possible haunting. Her answer surprised me. For her the dreams were very obvious and not related to be being haunted. Instead, I apperently have "sensitivity," meaning, I posess a little phsycic ability. The dreams represent my own struggle to unlock my abilities. In sleep, my hidden abilities want to be active and communicate, but my own fears fight against it because I fear the unknown. Interesting, I have stopped having this dream now, yay.

Dream Journaling

A friend of mine has started dream journaling some time back. i commented to him that I would join him and do the same, only I kept forgetting to write my dreams down and then began forgetting my dreams more and more.



Normally I have very vivid dreams, some have been re-occurring and filled with fear. Recently I've found out what the meaning to those were and they have since stopped, good thing.



I can now write aobut two dreams.



Dream One, Title: "Energy Source" 7/08

Setting: The upstairs bedroom of the house I grew up in.

I am sitting in the room chatting away and packing belongings up, as if to move out. There is a crowd in the room with me, no one that i recognize, but in this dream, they seem to be friends of mine. We find a room within the crawl space next to my room, there are rods of clothing, children's clothing, I never seen this room before. I'm back into the main room. A man with a suit enters and says, "Here is where your problem is" as he opens my closet door and points down to the left. "This air conditioner unit is the source of all your energy"

I look at where he is pointing and find an air unit. This is wierd because this particular house had window units only, no central air. I look up to where I should see where my granmother used to store her glass coffe pots, but instead I see an SUV parked un the truss beams in the roof/attic space. I suddenly hear my grandmother's voice describe that the vehicle belonged to my Uncle and he hid it there to hide it from my Grandfather.

End.



There are so many things wrong in that dream, like how do you fit a vehicle into a house's truss beams??!!!



Dream Two, Title: "Convention" 9/4/08

Setting: Sitting in seats at an unknown convention somwhere.

All around me are people I do not recognize, but in the dream I am chatting away with them. We are all dressed profesionally. someone stands near me and joins in the conversation and is holding a baby. The baby is missing a head, I can see into it's neck, the muscle, the veins and etc. I look around and no one appears to be alarmed, I follow along and bring no attentin to the baby.

More happens in this dream, like adiffernt scenerio and storline, but I can no longer remeber it.